Julie found the idea of her daughter at drama school
upsetting. But she was determined not to
intervene in Laura’s life. Julie prayed
for Laura to come to her senses and choose something practical to study
instead. Science, Accountancy, Teaching.
They led to secure work and a certain future.
But drama? She visualised years of struggle and casting couches. A lifetime of waitressing, hoping for the
break that never came. Once, Julie
vented her frustration to a friend, a relatively recent friend who didn’t know
her past.
“But she might be the next Kiera.” The friend had said. “She’s beautiful. You’ve got to let her try.”
“You watch too many talent shows on the telly.” Julie had
retorted. “She’s just another in a long line of people waiting for fame to drop
into their lap.”
“Let her have her dreams.
It doesn’t hurt.”
They bickered on. But
Julie knew that she had to let Laura choose her own way, and then be there for her
when it all went wrong.
The week of the audition for drama school came. Laura barely left her bedroom. Julie could hear scenes from Arthur Miller
drift through the partition wall, and a periodic thump as the dead faint was
rehearsed. She put the ladders up into the loft. There, she retrieved a mildewed basket and took
it down to the kitchen table. There was an old tobacco tin filled with glass
and pearlescent beads. Then, contained
within an old Park Drive packet,
she found some nylon cord wrapped around a card. She began to methodically thread one onto
the other.
When tea time arrived, Laura came out in search of food. Julie beckoned her over.
“I wish my Mum was here to advise you. She could have given you so much
guidance. She could have told you all
about her days in rep theatre.”
“And that advert she did.” Laura joined in, smiling. “Pity the advert wasn’t shown as often as she
told us about it.”
“But these were her beads.
She liked an unusual necklace and loved to pull them all to bits and
remake them.” Julie held her work in her
cupped hands, and then placed it into Laura’s. “Wear them for me? Then I know that she’s with you. Something might rub off them.”
Laura accepted the beads as if she were being handed her
first BAFTA statuette.
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